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Have You Ever 03/12/06 Have you ever felt so cold inside you can feel as your heart covers in ice? To feel all warm and cozy... how it must be nice Have you ever done anything to have people call your heart black, so many wrongful things that you wish you could take back? Have you ever messed up and loved carelessly? Have you ever taken a heart and soul, and broken every thing in between? Have you ever put yourself out there only to have no love returned to you? And for that person- there isn't a thing you wouldn't do? Have you ever made a promise you knew you couldn't keep, and when all is said and done all you can do is weep? Have you ever had a promise made to you and felt in the end- only deceit? Shattered pieces of your heart lay scattered around your feet Have you ever told a lie that started so small but got so big, it teetered over you? A lie was spoken... knowing you should have told the truth? Have you ever had your trust broken? Have someone lie to your face, only to get ahead in life's sickening race? Have you ever tried so hard only to watch all fail? So sick to your stomach, that you throw up in a pail? I have had all these happen and have found in the end... I am my worst enemy and yet, my bestfriend

Fate Of Love 03/22/06 Love used to be easy or maybe it wasn't and it just appeared to be It seems now that love is so hard Everything is at stake and fate is held in the flip of the very next card High or low? What card is it? How I wish I could know... But if love were easy There would be no challenge There would be no reward, you see? If you didn't have to try and love was just there to grab onto You couldn't bask in the arms of your lover under the petal-soft blue sky With no reward What would cause you to fight? And if you didn't feel the need to try, the love you chose is just not right True love makes you feel complete and even with the little quarrels that you are sure to have, You settle in... and get comfy in your seat For true love is forever It is hard to find Some people find it, but realizing it never And some find it and know it right away Wearing smiles of pride from then until their dying day Love used to be easy but maybe... just maybe it wasn't maybe I just thought it to be?

Deep And Real 03/27/06 There are no words I can say to explain how I feel about you today My mind freezes up My tongue is stuck I try to tell you but it doesn't work It burns inside so much it hurts Telling you of my love doesn't cut it You wanted a poem- so here I sit Words can't describe, none will fit I am so frustrated I could just quit I used to be good at this, you see, I could write and words came freely but what I feel is beyond love Beyond any word, thought, or emotion I can think of All I want is to tell you how I feel inside I can't do it, everything I write is a lie For nothing I say comes close to how I feel My mind running round, like a hamster on a wheel Trying so long, I think I have found the key... I bare my soul to you and hope to feel free Look in my eyes and I will try to reveal How far my love goes... how deep and real

Accidentally In Love 04/01/06 I love the time that we spend I pray the day never comes when the smiles end The look in your eyes is hypnotic Emotions come on real thick I find myself looking to the stars above Hoping I don't find myself accidentally in love I have felt the full weight of your heart I have watched as you fell apart and like the stars- I have hung around I am quite content in this situation we found This gave my heart a little shove Hoping I don't find myself accidentally in love This may not make sense but either does life itself When I found you- I knew right away that having you as a friend is like having never-ending wealth True friends are a gift from the Lord above Hoping I don't find myself accidentally in love Pondering the expressions on your face You kiss my lips caressing my face with your finger tips Feeling high like a flying dove Hoping I don't find myself accidentally in love Watching clouds blow across the sky They remind me of you and I Beauty without perfection An emotional journey without direction Free like the skies above Hoping i don't find myself accidentally in love

Opinions 09/21/06 I will never understand this way of yours and mine Why do we do this to each other all the time? We know that the love between us is strong Things have been going great for so long I hate to think of our ever falling apart You are the eternal owner of my heart Please hear me, for I only need you to understand My heart will always sit in the palm of your hand Although there are times we don't see eye to eye We just need to remember not to be so quick to -reply There is a time to listen and a time to talk There is a time to try and a time to walk Between them all, there is this thin line and let me emphasize that it is very fine Who is to say what is wrong or right We just have to never give up the fight There is a future for us if we can wait this out Right now, fate is testing us to see what we're -all about The sick thing is that fate wants us to fail but if we don't, true love will prevail If we can get through these times so hard Take our petty arguments and then discard What are arguments other than voices of opinion Where would we find ourselves without them? Fate is allowing us to figure out who each other -are Without this test- we'd never had made it this -far So, when I say that I wish we didn't have such -different views I am forgetting that fate allows us to choose and that we have chosen to be together Now for the test of time, will we last forever? Without arguments we would not know each other Without truly knowing you- no friend, no lover So, please don't allow me to get you down Put on a happy face although you're a clown Just remember this... different opinions and all Without you, my happiness would surely fall Your conflicting opinions is something I chose and those opinions are what keep us so close The same opinions that get me so frustrated are the same reasoning behind how far we have -made it They may upset us bit remember this: Without their pain, there would be no bliss